Today I was awake at 4:00am as I thought about the new visa applications I had completed last night after conferring with our son and daughter-in-law about how to correct the problems noted in our applications of yesterday. I was up at 4:30 and boarded the Amtrak train in Windsor Locks at 6:02, bound for the Chinese Consulate in NYC. On the way down I was reviewing the events of yesterday and trying to plan a strategy that might produce a different result. I made sure not to bring my jackknife but I did have our newly completed visa applications, a letter of invitation from our son and an itinerary I had put togther myself. I also had a copy of our plane reservations, our passports, our pictures, my wife's green card (a resident alien identification card) and a printed copy of all the instructions for visiting the consulate. I was as ready as I could be.
But during the 3 and 1/2 hour train ride back to New York, the verses listed above kept coming back to me over and over again. The LORD was clearly "speaking" to me through this very familiar passage. As I was leaning on my own understanding about how to get our visas, I was denying the truth of God's Word that clearly tells me to trust in the LORD with all my heart. I was clearly being disobedient. During the train ride, somewhere between New Haven and Stamford, I bowed my head and asked God to take care of the visas. I asked Him to take away my worry and my desire to develop a "foolproof" plan. I wanted to know that when the visas came, they would be coming from the LORD and not from my efforts. Then I left it with Him.
Since it was just a little after 10:00am, I decided to take the subway down to ground zero and see the site of the World Trade Center. The place where the twin towers once stood is now a major construction site. Below is an artist's rendering of what will one day occupy the spot. You can actually go to that website and see what's happening now. I found it interesting that a Chinese company is the first one to sign a lease for space in the new tower when it is built.
So, in summary...
the cost of one slice of pizza across the street from the world trade center - $6
the cost of 2 Amtrak roundtrips from Windsor Locks to NYC - $200
the cost of three visas with same day delivery - $380
the cost of getting to see and hold Sarah Grace - priceless!

2 comments:
We love you guys and we are so thankful for all the time and money you've spent to come see us and Sarah!! We can't wait for you to get here!
God is so amazing! I needed this story of submission this morning! Thanks for allowing us to walk with you on your journey. Love, Sis
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